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Vanessa Tan
19 on 19 Oct.

Currently studying Law in TP.

Loves sports and I'm a musically declined person.

I can be nice if I want to. =)

PLUS I decided to have another blog because I need a place to rant about shitty happenings
AND of course because i'm bored. Hoho.


I"LL LIKE TO HAVE-

most pretty much EVERYTHING that's to my advantage.=)


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Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 6/24/2008 08:52:00 PM
Life

I get so tempted to talk to him when he's online. Cause its just a click away.

But I know I can't. I shouldn't.

I wanna go swimming. But it's too late alrdy.

Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 6/23/2008 10:45:00 AM
I adore matured men.

Went for management meeting for my apartment ytd afternoon. Lol. The chairman is damn charming. He's like holding some high post in the army I think. He's like in his late thirties and is married and has a daughter. LOL. But he's still hot. Guys in uniform are mostly attractive. I call him dog-man cause he always walk his dog. And I can't remember his name. Nevertheless, he talked to me for the first time ytd. Haha. I like matured men. They're so charming. Like Clint Eastwood.

Went to Kembangan because somebody wanted to buy my dad's property there. Went back to just take a look at my old house too. My god. Missed the estate. So calm and quiet. Not like my present house. Damn noisy. Hopefully my dad can buy a new house back there, especially since I grew up there.

Got to get ready for school. Byeeee.

My fellow classmate of 'School for Sacarsm'. Love it.

Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 6/21/2008 07:33:00 PM
Sch's Back. Sad.

2 weeks just flew past. Ahhh. Sadness. The next few weeks is going to be hell. Just the projects itself is enough to kill.

Went to raffles country club to eat lunch ytd. The steak there is like soaked-and-then-dried up toilet paper! So tough! Lucky I have healthy teeth. Lol. After that I just practically slept the whole day.
Actually I wanted to suntan. But unfortunately my block has this bian tai (pervert) who's a gay (he swims with another guy he leaves with in the middle of the night) and he happens to be suntanning with his white see-through trunks. Gross please. Whats worse is that he always go running with borat-style singlet and super high cut mini shorts.
I have to make it clear that I dont spy on him! It's just that he's always appearing in front of me. And sometimes in the middle of the night you can hear splashing sounds you'll kaypoh kaypoh go check it out right. Haha.

Uh. Went to the moral home with Khairun, Dhar, Pam(!!!WOW!!! I KNOW!! PRINCESS DOING VOLUNTARY WORK!!) and my brother with Khairun's sis and friend to do some voluntary work in the morning.
Just came back from ecp. Went rollerblading with my bro and I'm damn tired now. But I ate 2 donuts. Fatty shit in my body now. Anyway, I saw this cute guy rollerblading his dog. (walk his dog but he's rollerblading?) And he smiled and nod his head at me. =) Now I'm not tired anymore. Lol.

I'm going to my grandparent's/cousin's house soon. Time to squeeze blackheads for Pam. LOL. I get the kick out of squeezing ppl's blackheads. Its not an addiction. Just fav past time, haha, NOT.

I wanna go watch the sunset by the beach. So beautiful. Sunset's much better than sunrise.

BYEEE.

Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 6/12/2008 08:32:00 PM
Longest Best Friend.

Went to Parkway to meet Sherlene for lunch and for some retail therapy. Omg. Didnt see her for like a million years. Miss her like some crazy shit man. Bought lots of food with her. Went Giant and ntuc to just walk up and down the titbits section. LOL.

Anyway, we went delifrance to eat lunch. Quite filling. Should have went to the cafe near G2. Sigh. REGRET.


Some pics.

She using her phone to dodge my phone. She's cam-shy ah. Lol.


Went to Jumbo at Dempsey's the other night after the run. Ambience was super nice. Damn serene and quiet. Feels like Australia. Lots of other nice restaurants there too.






Seafooooood. =)



They gave us this pretty wrapped up thing which has 2 chocolates. For being some loyal customer. Lol. -_-' But its really sweet though.



Going to Genting on Saturday for fun. A damn last minute decision. Hopefully shopping there is fruitful. Wanna get more accessories and clothes! Just sick of the loooooong car trip there. Such a waste of time AND I get carsick like nobody's business and therefore I need to prepare alot of sour plums.

Going to charge my camera now. Au revoir. Eh eh eh. I learned french before okay (even though my grade sucked).


PS: I miss being crazy with them.




Sunday, June 8, 2008 @ 6/08/2008 05:29:00 PM
Passion Run

The run was super taxing. My knee injury is torturous. Just feel like sleeping the whole day through. Sigh. Was just this close to top 10. I guess I'll just try harder next year or maybe I'll join the Stand Chart run this year. But it's a good experience though. Don't feel well now. Wardah says maybe it's because of the mouldy tau sah pia I ate last week.



Nabeh. I have to really complain about it. The chicken nugget bakery sold me mouldy tau sah pia. Wth. I ate it on the same day okay. I didnt look when I was eating it cause I was watching tv and then there was some sour disgusting taste. I thought traditional ones are supposed to taste like crap so anyway, my mother ate another one and there was some black spots in that. And she told me it's mould. Dammit. The whole day later I had bad stomach cramps and diarrhoea 500 000 times. SHIT right! I kept both and wanted to lodge a complaint to NEA and make them 2nd prima deli but my mother said i was mean and secretly threw it away into the rubbish chute.


So ytd I was at my grandparent's/cousin's house and I look through some super old photos. Here are some of them.


My aunties and uncles with my mom in the middle and my grandparents.




My grandparents. My grandma's gown damn style. (not being sacarstic)



Oh. And this is what I gave my grandparents for their anniversary. Nothing expensive, but I figured that it's the thoughts that counts.





Boring. I wanna go sleep alrdy. Bye.




@ 6/08/2008 01:07:00 PM
Because

Because no one understands. Nobody cares.

Why should I even give a fuck about it?

Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 6/06/2008 10:54:00 PM
After What Seems Like a 1000 Yrs

Lol. I'm back after what seems like a thousand years. Finally mid-sem test is over. BUT family law killed me totally. So dead now. Depressing.

Anyway, just some posts about past events.

Met up with Dora and Clarisse to celebrate Dora's birthday. We went to Vivo Marche to eat. Last time I ate at Marche was like 3 yrs ago? Gossip about werid people in school. LOL. As usual. I mean like thats what you get when you put 3 girls together right.

The portion of food don't look huge but they are! Ate till I got indigestion. Ah. Thats how full I was.

Main course? Or whatever.

Dessert. Caramel is super yummy. =) Thats what three of us shared. Looks lil but not.

Posing at the marche cow. Lol. We asked the security guard to help us take picture. Security guard damn cute. Not handsome cute. The strangely kind of cute. Because when he help us take picture (in the dark. DUH) the flash light came on and he was like AMAZED and said "Wah. Will like that one ah. Oh.. Oh.." Funny guy.

Camwhoring everywhere we go, even in the toilet. There's a small urinal bowl for small boys but Dora said it's for trannys. Lol.

The three of us in the cab after walking 214357548 miles to get one. Like some after-dinner marathon. Oops. Dora's face got cut off. Sorry babe! Sent over your perfect picture to me soon k. I had to use my phone to take the pictures ALL BECAUSE my mom took the memory card out of my camera - making me bring an empty camera. *&*^$##$*&#^@ right!?

Dora. The Birthday Girl looking freakily holy. Haha.

Last Saturday was my grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary. Extremely Sweet. Dinner celebration at Paramount hotel. Don't have the pictures yet.
Sigh.
Everyone around me is attached and getting super lovey dovey. The Worst thing is, they tell me ALL about it. Not that I don't want to listen to their happiness but well. It's kinda making me envious. I want someone too!! Sigh. Forget it. I'm just crapping rubbish.


A random picture of my grandparents and us cousins. Quite some time ago though.


I'm super full from dinner at Fish & Co. just now.


My half eaten seafood platter.



Not forgetting, 4th June's my bestest longest friend's birthday! Proudly presenting:


SHERLENE. Sorry I don't have your photo. Well we've never exactly taken a photo. The only photo I took with you was when we were primary 3 and it was your birthday party. So I had to rip from your friendster account. Lol. Nevertheless, I love you babe. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Meet up soon so I can pass you the gifts.



Totally Irrelevant : Heart bitten out of a pandan bread. I was bored from studying what!
LOve is in the Air!!

Oh and I'm going for passion run on Sunday. Feeling excited about it alrdy. Although its only 10km, I hope I can like finish it within my targetted timing. Tell you about it on Monday or something. =) Bye. Time to sleep.


[I think I saw him. But I'm not sure if I got the right person. I don't know.]