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Profile Vanessa Tan 19 on 19 Oct. Currently studying Law in TP. Loves sports and I'm a musically declined person. I can be nice if I want to. =) PLUS I decided to have another blog because I need a place to rant about shitty happenings AND of course because i'm bored. Hoho. I"LL LIKE TO HAVE- Click here if you want to leave. Chats JUST SAY HELLO TAG!
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Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 7/12/2008 06:28:00 PM
Emo post. Saw this girl I know ytd and was very surprised to see her with a guy whos most probably her boyfriend. Surprised as in it didnt occur to me that she'll have a bf. Im not saying that I'm damn good looking or anything but she's not exactly the best looker but neither is she ugly. But it kinda make me think alot. Like the fact that I'm single, is it because I'm that undeserving of having someone who likes me as much as I do like tt person? Or am I lacking in something? Or something about me just sucks? It just makes me feel empty and a lil inferior and a tinge of envy when I see couples. Not jealous. Just envious and sad. Why? Whats wrong with me? Am I that bad?? Anyway, there was some event ytd and I participated for the first time as a business ambassador. But I only appeared on the stage for like 5 minutes and I was gone. Wear the full formal suit and make up for 5 minutes. Before that Dhar and I were slacking back stage talking crap, discussing about what to do on my birthday and when can we club and stuffs. Until the point where we didnt have any else to chat about, we played scissors paper stone. We were practically scissors paper and STONING. Our good old president Lois goh made us reach school at 12.30 when the event starts at 3. -_-'  Business Ambassador badge. The handicap toilet backstage.          After that, we went sports complex to just slack around and saw Brenda and Christine. So talk crap. Also saw the db girls. Missed all of them. Like all 6 of them are back there and I'm not. It feels weird to be left out and I feel like a little outcasted. I don't know what are the current happenings and I guessed its because i've been away for too long. But db's too taxing and I alrdy have other commitments. I know that they welcome me back. But I have other issues going on. I really hope to meet up with them soon. Took with Wing Yan. MY best bud in db. But I dont think I am hers.  Watched volleyball competition after that. TP rocks man. I have to blog about this volleyball player from nanyang poly guy's team. That guy, he's damn funny. He looks like he's in his late thirties or early forties. BUT he's still playing for the team. WTH? He's a lil plump and the main thing is that he acts like he's damn good! So anyway, he didnt get to play for the first 1 1/2 game of the match and in the middle of the first game, nanyang's coach ask for a time-out and he cheered the loudest and when time's up, I thought 'ooh, maybe I can get to see his skill'. So he walked towards the court and back to his position - at the side of the court. LOL. Also, he was the only one who did stretchings and e only one who drank water. Like he worked out alot. Towards the end of the 2nd game, finally he get to sub his team mate and SUPER enthusiastically went in. OH MY GOD. He was so enthu while waiting for the serve, his get-ready actions was damn comical. Like a crab and chimpanzee combined. But he didnt get to touch the ball at all cause tp won the second game and by the 3rd game, he was sub out alrdy. HAHA. Funny guy. I'm just a girl who's all alone.  |