Goodbyes are meant for Lonely Ppl Standing in the Rain

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Vanessa Tan
19 on 19 Oct.

Currently studying Law in TP.

Loves sports and I'm a musically declined person.

I can be nice if I want to. =)

PLUS I decided to have another blog because I need a place to rant about shitty happenings
AND of course because i'm bored. Hoho.


I"LL LIKE TO HAVE-

most pretty much EVERYTHING that's to my advantage.=)


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Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 6/21/2009 10:46:00 AM
Sucked.

Two o'clock and I wish that I was sleepin
Your in my head like a song on the radio
All I know is I gotta get next to you (gotta get next to you)
Sittin here turnin minutes into hours
To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
Cause you don't know that I gotta get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I just gotta get next to you
[ah, gotta get next to you]

Asked around and I heard that you were talkin
Told my girl that you thought that I was outta your league
What a fool, I gotta get next to you [whoa, gotta get next to you]
Yeah its five in the mourning and I can't go to sleep
Cause I wish, yeah, I wish you knew what you mean to me
[Baby] Lets get together and end this misery [oh]

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I just gotta get next to you

[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you, Yeah
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
What I gotta say, what I gotta do
If I wanna get next to you
[whatcha gonna say, whatcha gonna do
how you get the one you want]
To wanna get next to you, yeah
To wanna get next to you

[Chorus]
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little to long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy but I think you feel it too
Maybe I [baby call me crazy]
But I know you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I just gotta get next to you
[ah, yeah]
I gotta get next to you

Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 6/18/2009 09:43:00 PM
Pls Dont Let It Happen Agn.

Haisss. I dont know man.

Things are like going nowhere. It's not progressing much.

Im afraid history will repeat itself. Im scared.
Im afraid I'm forcing things to happen just like the last time, trying to challenge fate, and I'll still end up losing everything in the end and getting hurt like fuck.

He's not doing anything. So many hints alrdy. I cant be the one always trying right?

What if he doesnt feel the same way?
What if he just treats me as a friend?

I spend so much time not to be your fricking buddy mann.
If he doesnt feel the same, why does he still do the things he does?

Ahhh. Confused.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 6/10/2009 10:05:00 PM
Hello Folks

*This blogpost is posted for the sake of Nicole Ding because she says I've not been updating my blog*. LOL.

There's like nth much going on in my life actually. I've like a really boring life. But it's the hols now and it's awesome. Hope the hols last longer though. Haha. Super frustrated over internship though. Stupid firm sabo me. Basket. Don't think it's very convenient to say it here. But all my friends around me should know la. There's an interview tmr at another firm. If it works out there, I'll just accept it. Haha. (in your face. heh.)


Anyways, previous few weeks were spent partaying. oops. Also went to celebrate Dora's 20th birthday. She's alrdy 20 and i'm still so far from being 19. haha. So youngggg. We went to the glasshouse to celebrate her bday. She and her bf damn sweet la! Another couple thats sure to get married. The other couple's ms ding and her bf. Haha. Kept on disturbing her about her bf today. I also WANT! Argh. But. Sigh. I think I'll be 30 if ever get attached pls. Oh Oh. And my cousin and her bf. Dangg. Everyone around me's getting attached. But I dont wanna get attached for the sake of getting a bf just because everyone has one. I wanna be with someone i like. I dont use 'love' cause i feel that it's a very complicated word and it's not easy to understand. hmmm.

Some pics:















So anyway, I went to Shaw today to meet Nic, Zl and the blurry serene for crimm. My crimm group's the bomb la. Love them! Serene overslept and happily go to the wrong place. LOL. Damn funny. But in e end it became some nonsense group bonding time where we talk about past and present relationships. Zl had to leave to go back to sch so the 3 of us went shopping but got nth. :( I'm super broke. Anyone wanna donate? Haha. Gossip all the way, went to macs and den homed. On the way back some girl ask me to do some survey and wanna intro me to some nutri drink that replaces your meals. Siao. I wanna eat. If i cant eat just so i can lose weight, damn NO LIFE PLSSS.

(Grabbed from nicole's blog)


Thats about it. Gonna do some online window shopping with nic now. Byeeeee.