I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in and knocked me on my face
Feels like I'm in a race
but I already won first place
I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did (as hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinking about our life, our house and kids (Yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down (knocked me down)
Sometimes love comes around (love comes around, love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down (knocks you down)

I dont wanna assume things and end up being taken for a ride again. I'm not interested to be friends, have fun or treat it as a joke. Especially and strictly NO buddies. I want something thats truly mine. Something that I've been waiting all this time. Something nobody has never ever given me before.

It seems like at least things are turning out the way I wish they would so far. But there are small complications here and there. I dont want to rush in like a fool. But at the same time I really dont wanna drag cause the last time I waited and waited, it came to a nought. Its so contridicting I know. I'm having a headache.

I know ppl will tell me its too fast and all. But seriously, how long do you actually need to know if you have liking for that person? One month? Three months? Honestly, I don't believe that time is such a big factor.

Now I'm just scared. Because somehow I have this feeling that when things are going so well, Someone's gonna come and take something away from me. I just know I dont have such luck.

Long term relationship? Whats that? Ooh right. I have no idea what that is. It's always taken away from me just when I fall into it. Always. Nv fail to happen. Hurray! Bingo! It's like someone up there just enjoys seeing me being unhappy. There's always this fucking trap I'll fall into, thought I'm lucky this time, enjoying myself in lala land and Poof*, I'm slapped back to reality and spat into the heartslashing situation. It's like a cycle.

I'm so sick and tired of going through all these shit. Give me a chance and let me off please. Do it to someone else. I've had enough.