Im just satisfied with what I have now. Like it's the type of relationship I've been waiting sooooo long for. I can be myself. Our parents gave their approvals, my mom's damn supportive of it and has been really nice to Joshua. He comes over to my place, we hang out, do stuffs tgt (right baby?) and enjoy each others' company. He's somehow e first one I can say 'I love you' to without feeling awkward and truly mean it. Past few relationships, I refused to say it. Even to the point where I dont even allow pet names. BUT Joshua's my baby and I love him. Haha. Getting damn mushy now.

He makes me smile. Although he made me cry before (TSK), most of the time my heart is smiling. He remembers e smallest details and tries to accomodate me. I get excited when i know i'm going to meet him. The butterflies in stomach thing. :)

Anw, we watched sunset tgt. Something I've always wanted to do with someone i love and loves me back.

His family is nice too. Ya okay. I know i used to think his mom was scary and fierce. NOT ANYMORE LA. His mama damn nice la can. haha. His brother super cute. 10 times cuter than him. (Sorry baby. He's cuter. Haha)